Damn. - Kendrick Lamar Inspiration
In January of this year, 2021, I had an episode of feeling completely gutted inside. The pandemic placed me at a crossroads on my meaning and purpose on Earth. I felt sad, bitter, angry, and had a complete lack of respect for myself. Negativity swirled in my mind as I knew the musical work I was trying to create meant nothing to the world and perhaps never would. As this new year began, I needed a jolt of inspiration to move me forward in my life. I hung on to decisions of the past and truly was at a breaking point of giving up on my musical journey. However. Suddenly. In a span of 3 days. I curated my greatest musical project of 2021. I had the weekend to myself and I felt no desire to see people. I wanted to be alone as I don't enjoy expressing nor having others deal with the problems I experience. With the weekend to myself, I opened a new musical project with no expectations and began creating music that little did I know would inspire me to continue forward with my musical jo...